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 I’m extremely excited, but also a little nervous — NYC seems like a huge city (LA is no doubt much larger, but it’s shrunk by my access to a car) and I’m not quite sure how to get my stuff across the country. But I’m certain I’ll figure things out! Finished reading The Trial by Franz Kafka today. A plot recap for myself: Arrest in K.’s room → talk with Frau Grubach → talk with Fräulein Bürstner → appearance in court → encounter with washlady → visit to law offices → two guards and the flogger in the maintenance room → visit from K.’s uncle and visit to the lawyer → conversation with the painter → visit to lawyer for his dismissal, Block the merchant → cathederal → the ending Some initial notes and questions before I go back to revisit the quotes I marked: themes of pride, ego, shame, doubt, guilt, anxiety, paranoia, and transaction in opposition to love, faith, and unconditional acceptance…</p></div></div></article></main><footer class="sc-hKMtZM hYZRff footer">© <!-- -->2023<!-- -->,<!-- --> <a href="https://lee-janice.github.io">a cozy space</a>. Built with<!-- --> <a href="https://www.gatsbyjs.org">Gatsby</a>.</footer><div class="theme-toggler"><label style="float:right;position:fixed;right:17px;bottom:25px"><input type="checkbox"/> <!-- -->Dark mode</label><label style="float:right;position:fixed;right:5px;bottom:5px"><input type="checkbox"/> <!-- -->Modern mode</label></div><meta name="viewport" content="width=device-width, initial-scale=1.0"/></div><div id="gatsby-announcer" style="position:absolute;top:0;width:1px;height:1px;padding:0;overflow:hidden;clip:rect(0, 0, 0, 0);white-space:nowrap;border:0" aria-live="assertive" aria-atomic="true"></div></div><script>window.goatcounter={no_onload:true,};</script><script async="" data-goatcounter="https://lee-janice.goatcounter.com/count" src="https://gc.zgo.at/count.js"></script><script id="gatsby-script-loader">/*<![CDATA[*/window.pagePath="/journal/2021/09";window.___webpackCompilationHash="8f5eb21dde37be9bced3";/*]]>*/</script><script id="gatsby-chunk-mapping">/*<![CDATA[*/window.___chunkMapping={"polyfill":["/polyfill-b0d8ae0c6bc1b7693580.js"],"app":["/app-efc28b034853e4b97f47.js"],"component---src-pages-404-tsx":["/component---src-pages-404-tsx-86cde0e5807eac6e7ef5.js"],"component---src-pages-essays-tsx":["/component---src-pages-essays-tsx-2d9b0803b283f003f65b.js"],"component---src-pages-index-tsx":["/component---src-pages-index-tsx-e6e81d6fc43f8c5e3abd.js"],"component---src-pages-journal-tsx":["/component---src-pages-journal-tsx-9dfb94ecc30535a61fe4.js"],"component---src-pages-notes-tsx":["/component---src-pages-notes-tsx-a65d8c7cd8d89f8803ed.js"],"component---src-pages-topics-tsx":["/component---src-pages-topics-tsx-096b4185459071657fd8.js"],"component---src-templates-booknote-tsx":["/component---src-templates-booknote-tsx-c553d8e3614c05356454.js"],"component---src-templates-month-tsx":["/component---src-templates-month-tsx-0d8cadf546bf6fcea9df.js"],"component---src-templates-post-tsx":["/component---src-templates-post-tsx-e7308c3965a31cf3bf39.js"],"component---src-templates-topic-tsx":["/component---src-templates-topic-tsx-d020b4f4a6ec115ebc84.js"],"component---src-templates-year-tsx":["/component---src-templates-year-tsx-a1f6b560a3ffb03faf6c.js"]};/*]]>*/</script><script src="/polyfill-b0d8ae0c6bc1b7693580.js" nomodule=""></script><script src="/app-efc28b034853e4b97f47.js" async=""></script><script src="/framework-bee3621b0a6710185965.js" async=""></script><script src="/webpack-runtime-484c3fe9ce0c2fec05c6.js" async=""></script></body></html>

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 Things are moving so fast, but I’m really grateful that everything is working out so well.
 My flight is next Wednesday, and I can hardly believe it! Finished reading A Wind in the Door recently.
 I’m trying to revisit books that meant a lot to me as a kid. “No book is really worth reading at the age of ten which is not equally - and often far more - worth reading at the age of fifty and beyond.”  — C.S. Lewis  And in revisiting this book, I’ve realized how much it probably influenced me and my general worldview.